Shortly before he is to wed, millionaire John Willis is visited by Dr. Harry S. Blair, a psychiatrist who informs him that years before he was married to Nancy, John's wife-to-be, and warns him that she is mentally unbalanced.
Blair then relates the following story: After a whirlwind romance in Florida, Blair marries Nancy and starts a psychiatric practice in New York. One day, artist Norman Clyde comes to his office and tells him that an innocent man is about to be executed in Sing Sing Prison and that Nancy is the cause of his unjust incarceration. A distraught Clyde then explains himself to a curious Blair:
Three years before, Clyde meets Nancy, whose maiden name was Monks, when she enrolls in his art class. The moody Clyde soon falls in love with Nancy's honest charm and beauty. Nancy, a secretary, introduces Clyde to her boss, millionaire Andrew Bonner, and persuades Bonner to showcase Clyde's paintings at one of his private showings. To Nancy's delight, Clyde's painting, a depiction of the tragic figure Cassandra for which she modeled, wins first prize at the showing. The evening is perfect until an expensive bracelet is stolen from a guest, and Clyde later finds it in Nancy's purse. After Clyde confronts a confused Nancy about the theft, she relates the following story to explain her behavior:
As a young girl, Nancy lives with her housekeeper mother in the lavish Willis home and plays with Karen, the Willises' little daughter. Although Karen wants to invite Nancy to her upcoming birthday party, Mrs. Willis refuses to allow the lower-class Nancy to attend. A true friend, Karen promises to give Nancy one of the pins her guests are receiving. When Karen realizes there are no extra pins, however, she offers Nancy the beautiful locket she has just received from her mother. Nancy's subsequent joy is soon crushed when Mrs. Willis demands that she return the locket. Later, the locket is discovered missing, and Nancy is accused of theft. Although Nancy's mother soon finds the locket in Karen's dress, Mrs. Willis refuses to believe Nancy and forces her to "confess."
The adult Nancy then admits to Clyde that this childhood humiliation caused her unconscious desire to steal the bracelet at the party. After a forgiving Clyde returns the bracelet anonymously, he and Nancy continue their romance until the next party at the Bonners'. Suspecting that the absent Nancy is spending the evening in Bonner's arms, Clyde leaves the party to look for her and sees her exiting Mrs. Bonner's bedroom just after two gunshots are fired. Bonner is found murdered, and Mrs. Bonner's diamond necklace, stolen. Although Nancy and Clyde are questioned, valet Myron Dexter is eventually found guilty and is sentenced to die. Clyde, however, strongly suspects Nancy, but she angrily maintains her innocence and leaves for Florida.
Back in his office, Blair defends Nancy to Clyde but invites him to his house that evening. When confronted, Nancy denies everything and tells Blair that Clyde is merely jealous. The next day, Dexter is executed, and a guilt-ridden Clyde jumps from Blair's office window to his death.
To avoid scandal, Blair and Nancy move to England, and after World War II breaks out, Blair volunteers his medical services, while Nancy becomes an ambulance driver. Expressing concern over Blair's health, Nancy insists that they take a vacation at Lord and Lady Wyndham's manor house. Just as they are leaving, Blair learns that one of Lady Wyndham's valuable jewels has been stolen. Blair suspects Nancy but is unable to prove anything until a bomb destroys their flat and reveals her cache of stolen jewels.
Although confronted directly, Nancy continues to deny any guilt and divorces Blair after he suffers a nervous breakdown. Back in John's study, Blair, like Clyde before him, tries to convince John to abandon Nancy, who now uses the name Patton. John, however, believes Nancy when she tells him that Blair is still suffering from his breakdown.
Moments before the wedding is to start, Nancy's future mother-in-law, the unsuspecting Mrs. Willis, gives her the same locket that she once took away, and tells her that it is a precious family heirloom. The locket causes Nancy to be overcome with guilt, and she collapses at the altar in hysterics. As Nancy is later taken away to an institution, John sadly realizes the truth of Blair's story, but determines to see Nancy through her crisis.
说完这句话之后，我仿佛也能好好道别了，向那些角色说出这个迟来太久的再见，还EVA一个我想要又抗拒的结尾。其实我一直问自己的是，如果我是真嗣，我会怎么样？但我们都不是真嗣，我们有自己的痛苦和犹豫，一步步艰难地成长，我们的故事也值得诉说，起码有那么一个时刻，他们真的都过上了那种自己梦寐以求的生活，那种没有EVA的生活。再见了，所有的evangelion，我接受所有的痛苦，我该长大了。
但20多年，抵达这个终点（起点）所花费的时间实在太过漫长，漫长到让人觉得是看着周围的变化而不得不做出的改变。人生又何尝不是如此。
最后唯一和司令一起死了，司令只能选择杀掉神。为了再见她一次不惜一切代价这种事情，有点太恐怖了。
与这个不喜欢的世界和解
落下帷幕了。
剑介成长的有些像加持了，是可以给明日香依靠的样子
与其说是把故事讲完，对庵野秀明来说更重要的一个是用动画来表现一个完整的EVA世界吧。作为一个“路人”，觉得整个系列大致跟“黑客帝国”差不多，比复联那些强。
9年之后庵野秀明终于把EVA结了局，想写的东西很多，目的是要告别原来的自己与过去，与孤独妥协，拥抱新的生活。急急忙忙凑了好多架机体，寥寥草草凑了几对CP。少年终究要长大，孤独还是会长成另外的模样，听着窗外的嘈杂，感受午后的温热，世界还是这个世界，暂时放下厚重的行囊，怀念曾经拥有的敏感与青春。
只能抱歉了，虽然明白了大概的意思，该长大了，和所有人和解，但实在是看不下去，太累了。说到底，可能我还是那个喜欢看机器人大战不明生物的小孩吧
如果简单粗暴的说：碇源堂缺碇唯这道生命之光的爱；碇真嗣缺母爱；明日香缺父爱。
“当时我觉得我喜欢上你了 可惜我比你先长大了”“你已经能在现实的世界而非幻想的世界站起来了”旧剧场版是拒绝敞开心扉因此拒绝人类补完，新剧场版是相信人与人之间能互相理解因此拒绝补完，现在的我和过去的我和解了，能继续前进了。对于那个年代的观众来说，这部剧场版是童年的终结。
再见了，EVA！再见了，青春！再见了，绫波丽！谢谢你真嗣！
EVA之所以经典，可能就是每次让人想起EVA这个词，都会结合当前的人生经历，感慨万千吧。
那个十几年来令人受够了的逃避君终于贡献出了他成熟的一面。
终于知道为啥当时出来一票子差评了，生生的末日剧的结尾来了个happy ending，以及让人顿时觉得这是部青春剧，讲述了一位14岁少年的成长史。这一切仿佛是场梦，最终都要回归现实。
看完心情复杂，我们终究是要长大。就如山上跋涉吧，走多远，不重要。
真嗣长大了，成熟了，即使这个世界人与人之间永远无法消除隔阂，永远无法彼此理解，可真嗣还是选择去接受去热爱这个不那么完美的世界。ps：26年来一起热血过、笑过、痛过、哭过、孤独过，感谢EVA陪伴我一起成长。爷的青春结束了～
在视觉效果、表现形式、艺术风格、概念、信息体量、内核、情感、情怀上，最初的TV版到旧剧产版到前三部新剧场版的完美叠加。在技术应用层面萌发了下一个世代动画电影的先驱性。是自我风格的终极进化和极端自我陶醉，也是EVA这个IP和象征的总和、升华和告别。如果已经完成的一大人生愿望是在电影院一口气看完了前三部新剧场版，那么下一个重要愿望就是在电影院一口气看掉完整四部。
竟然这就是剧场版的终结，看完觉得有点虚无。自己十几年的喜爱竟等到这样一个结局……从电影院走出来后久久头晕，无话可说。除了有几个喜欢的镜头之外，我宁愿这部剧场版不存在。
2022年5月，无意间点开重看，看得我很不耐烦，大部分时间里在快进。拿掉情怀的滤镜后，我感受到了庵野秀明的焦虑，一种没屎可拉，但是又没拉干净，坐在马桶上进退两难的焦虑。
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